inspi(red) foreal....

last night i went to bible study, and there were so many things that we studied, that provided a more clear understanding of my life. i have been in my hometown for a little over 6 months working, and trying to re-group after last years events. one important thing i did discover is the power of forgiveness... i had to forgive my ex and all i went through with him in order for myself to feel complete. after things didn't work with trey i came home and decided to let the lord have is way when it came to how he wanted me to live my life, and did he deliver me in so many ways? when you patiently wait for god to bless you, the things that were one time important don't even seem to matter. i was patient with him, and he blessed me with so much more that i could have ever asked for. when you put your hand in Christ and walk with him he will provide for you like no one else can..... after church last night i went to dinner with jay, and we talked for over an hour about where we had been, and it was a little easier to figure him out now. and i really believe that with time and patience that this relationship between the two of us could be very beneficial. i mean he has the structure i have always wanted in a mate, and the fact i am quite a bit younger than him doesn't bother him. we have a chemistry that is hard to explain, but it works....