becoming a aggie....

you see i am from aggieland where we see no orange, where we bleed maroon. i am from the place where on game days i avoided college station, i am from a place where when the bonfire fell, we were a community in mourning. i am from a place where being an aggie for most is a continuing a legacy. after much careful consideration, and a little bit of persuasion from a few friends and mentors, i decided to hold it down @ tamu for my masters in business administration in marketing. yes as liberal as i am i am ending up at one of the most conservative schools i know of, it's going to be funny to see how this all turns out! check out the pics....

inspi(red) foreal....

last night i went to bible study, and there were so many things that we studied, that provided a more clear understanding of my life. i have been in my hometown for a little over 6 months working, and trying to re-group after last years events. one important thing i did discover is the power of forgiveness... i had to forgive my ex and all i went through with him in order for myself to feel complete. after things didn't work with trey i came home and decided to let the lord have is way when it came to how he wanted me to live my life, and did he deliver me in so many ways? when you patiently wait for god to bless you, the things that were one time important don't even seem to matter. i was patient with him, and he blessed me with so much more that i could have ever asked for. when you put your hand in Christ and walk with him he will provide for you like no one else can..... after church last night i went to dinner with jay, and we talked for over an hour about where we had been, and it was a little easier to figure him out now. and i really believe that with time and patience that this relationship between the two of us could be very beneficial. i mean he has the structure i have always wanted in a mate, and the fact i am quite a bit younger than him doesn't bother him. we have a chemistry that is hard to explain, but it works....

a dream, a simple fantasy....no it's real life....

so I have been in my hometown for a couple of months doing the real world thing. i never saw myself here after doing the college and big city thing for four years. after a horrible break up after a abusive relationship, and damn near hitting rock bottom emotionally, I decided to return home to re-group and fully prepare for grad school. what was supposed to be a short layover has turned in to a nice stay, and i must say for the good. since being home i have grown up sooooo much, and i have so much more to be thankful for now. i have become saved, i have a new found love for my family, even though it gets rough, my wardrobe has tripled and i am in a progressive relationship with someone new, something i had a huge doubt would ever happen to me again... most importantly i am living out my dream of owning my own business here in my hometown. the reality is i will probably end back up in houston within a couple of months, but i will be much more prepared to deal with things i was not in the previous years. who knows, i just know thus far i am please with 2007, and the blessings GOD has sent my way....