desperate homosexuals....(PVAMU EDITION)

i live a life based on simplicity, partly because of the people i have chosen to stay away from. someone recently asked me "since you went to pvamu, you made some great friends huh?" i simply told them no i didn't because i was extremely selective when it came to friendships because of the fake and fraud that goes on in this community. in life i tell others they can take me for what i am or have nothing at all. i have been in the gay community for about 5 years, and i have seen so many people do so much underhanded shit, i have seen so many friendships destroyed, and seen so many people hurt, as well as been hurt myself. when i arrived at pvamu i found myself being one of those people who other didn't like, because i was outspoken, proud of every aspect of my character mentally, and physically, and i didn't conform to what society says a black man is supposed to be... after coming out to my mother five years ago i decided that i was going to live a life of pride in every way. i could not get along with so many of the other gay boys at pvamu because i felt and still feel so many of them were fake, phony, and fraud in many ways. many of them will throw rocks, and then hide their hands. pvamu, and college in general was not a new thing to me, growing up my mother cultured me and allowed me a lot of freedom, and she was one of the realest when it came to parents. so many young african-american gay men fear what others are going to think, yet they make themselves look stupid by doing stupid shit. they swear that society cannot "clock" them yet they are such little queens. when you decide not to talk to them because you fear mess, you are stuck up. they see you everyday on the yard, and don't speak, but when they see you far away from the yard, then they act as if you go back to charm school or some shit. during my time in undergrad my main focus was to get in, get out, and have a little fun in the meantime. i made many associations with many people, but not many were with members of my gay male community. i could tell, and still could tell the people that got to college and got the only bit of freedom they ever had in life. so let me break it down....

desperate homosexuals:

- they pile into a small living arrangement, and live in sometimes even clean, but deplorable conditions....i.e. illegal residents in the village, or more than two people in a one bedroom apt.

- they see you everyday on the yard, don't speak as if you don't exist, but break their necks to speak to you at the club or in the mall

- they scream and holla out about the lord, have parents that are very religious, yet they are the biggest whores on the yard

- they use the bsm to hide the fact that they are gay, when everyone with anyone with any type of common sense knows that most males members fuck around...

- they stay @ pvamu for years, and years, without a technical major

- they think hitting up american eagle, express, and abercrombie is doing it big, but have yet to go on a real shopping spree

- they have no mode of transportation, yet they want to look at you crazy when you pull up in your shit

- they live on campus just for the boys

- they smile in you face yet know that they really don't like you...

- they get mad at you for being comfortable with yourself, and not taking shit from anyone

- they are usually cool with members of the straight community hoping to pull and turn ni99as out....

- THEY ARE JUST A FUCKING MESS.....

if anyone got offended by any of the above listed then i could care less, i am just spilling the tea.....