o how time changes life....

here it is the day before the day we give thanks...and i am so thankful for this special gift i have called "life".... this time last year i was running around houston, tx looking for a honey baked ham to take home for thankgiving, and ready to get home to eat. i was in love, i had a friends, and i was looking forward to my last semeter in college. i thought i had it all, i had a boyfriend that most would kill for, a new car, a bad ass apartment, and i seemed to be happy in every scense of the word, but little did i know my life was about to take many drastic turns.... i was looking forward to the holiday season this year, i was supposed to be engaged by now, picking out floor plans for a new house, and planning my huge reception, and filling out paper work to change my last name....however i am here home with my family, and taking soooo many steps forward in a positive way. i am no longer in that realtionship, and the entire break up was sooo mentally, and physically draining on my mind body, and soul, that i am glad god has given me the courage to move on. i am home now where i need to be dealing with real issues, and becomeing the man i need to be in order to be successful. i have a job i love, i am around family for the most part that i can stand, i am finically stable, and i am embarcing one of the biggest moves in my life, from TX to NYC.... i feel like for the first time in a while i am living, living with few regrets, and knowing that i am going far in life. i have developed a standard of life that i want to live, and i am making the preperations to ensure that i have a successful, long and great life...